Life changes so fast that some memories become the past without thinking about it. As time goes on, they are absorbed by the heart. For example, people should be well connected with each other in time, and the words in the body should be cast out in time. There is not so much time, only the living moment.
Recently, I will fall into an emotional trap, and we will always have bumps and heart fluctuations. The rashness, toughness and violence of my childhood will still spark from time to time. I don't know how deep this habit is rooted. I am always looking for opportunities to cure the lack and division of my childhood. My body is affected by various hormone changes. Think about the moon The circle of the lack can mobilize emotions, I in the end how much self righteous.
I know that I have a bad habit, that is, I can't see my own flaws. I don't want to face each other, and I can't face them. I just want to prove my innocence, correctness, purity and honesty. The harm is really caused by the ignorance and prejudice of honesty. But there are feelings in bad temper, which you should understand. It's not cute without a bad temper.
It's your infinite tolerance and love. According to the Bible, don't care and count the evil of others. This is a simple truth, if I can do it, my heart will be cool. It's too easy to be aware of the weakness of human nature and pay attention to evil, which is not very rewarding. So I need to accumulate blessings and wisdom. I sent this message to Meiduo, and Meiduo quickly replied: "it is also mentioned in the Buddhist Scripture that what you see is the projection of your own heart. If your heart is as bright as moonlight, everything is perfect on the outside. She really has unlimited energy.
In a sense, I'd like to thank you for challenging my negative emotions, stimulating a state that I don't want to present, and seeing your own out of control, conflicts, and loopholes, which I really want to cherish. These are hard won and have deep meaning. This kind of value can not be compared with those who give praise, agreement, perfunctory and patience. I want to gradually establish the spiritual order in the process of out of control and regulation. These costs need to be done by ourselves. Thank you again for revealing my shortcomings. Let me travel through hell again and again.
It's hard to meet a real guru in one's life. I also asked myself if I can really bear an honest guru. Your advice and admonition to me can only happen in the relationship between my heart and my mind. Later, I realized that in the sincere and effective criticism, there is thorough giving. I really need to be able to admonish myself and the people who inspire and guide me, and cherish every moment when people are together, but life will not always be like this, so I want to be moved and cherish, and try not to pollute the relationship with my own habits and inferiority.
Sometimes I wonder how different we understand and feel about each other's relationship. What are the criteria for reaching a consensus? What I think, what you think and what others think are not the same. When you have all kinds of thoughts and feelings in your heart, I may have evaded the abyss of your heart without patiently listening. Sometimes I am too proud, sometimes I am too hard and indifferent to others. After all, I am not compassionate enough. I'm sorry I was born.
"I don't deserve the slightest care, I shouldn't have joy, I'm not pure, and I don't matter. However, the world is gilded to make me happy, and even prepares holidays for me, and my path is covered with flowers." Thoreau's minimalist wisdom is so open-minded.
The recent feeling is: life is harsh, sometimes people can't move, can't accommodate any fantasy. There is no shortcut but to believe, wait, learn, understand and change. Things always have tracks in impermanence.
I still need to continue to practice. Only when I really understand the cause and effect of all things, can I have a bright heart and know how to choose my own thoughts, behaviors and language.
I don't think how different or important I am. I think of people running along their own paths in their own destiny. Sometimes I can't move at all. If I don't change my heart, there is no way out.
I will read more books, work hard in the future, treat others well, love the nature of heaven and earth, cherish everything, and naturally have people feel and respect their own value.
People are not immutable, just as the internal molecules of an apple are changing when it is still at rest. It's still better not to give you judgment. You can follow your changes at any time.
I choose letters instead of wechat, because I feel that this way is like classical friendship, which is still a formal and cherished expression in my heart. Last time I went to Japan, I bought lacquer seal. Writing down these is also a dialogue with your own heart.
What I have experienced, what I have undertaken, what I can't state, what I can't show, what I can't convey, are all the deep meanings you have given me.
After all, there is a commandment for really deep feelings. This commandment is to melt myself, which is really a challenge for me.
You have made a better part of my life, and I hope I will do the same to others in the future. Because only the soul tends to be permanent, pure and has a mission, how can it spend its life? Be gentle, endure humiliation and offer value. How many people can I serve and give to the maximum is a new topic in my life.
"It's my luck that I met you at the best time, but now I don't have the time. Think about it, if life is full of anger without regret, how boring it would be if life is full of regret." this is a classic line of a generation of masters. You are like a Pearl hidden under a box of camphor wood and silk. You don't have to show it to others, you don't have to take it out from time to time There is no doubt that the precious things are always there. Thank you for ten years. In Tiandao TV series, I feel that the best gift men give women is understanding. I think so.
There are so many moments in the world, can share with you is happiness, although can't meet, I will give you full hand moonlight in my dream.
I used to think that I love wandering so much that I can't go back to a person's side. Now I want to say that I'm no longer sad, but I still love the distance, because I like coming back. No matter whether there is a hug waiting.
It's not the first time I left you, and it's not the last time. But I will always come back, with memories, with the fresh air of a foreign land.
Stories are easy to write, but years are hard to sing. It's a good time.
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